To me life is the other as well…I feel invited by life…recognized by life…breathing moving in partnership with life…life is the other…life is always recognizing me when my body is surrendered…I do not only feel recognized by people…I feel it in everything…I feel life in everything…sometimes it’s even overwhelming because I feel everywhere I look is WOW! Such beauty…so unique so different every single thing…its simply perfection…its humbling…the gift to be moving with life to be part of life…following its lead…life is a true guide…it never fails to take me and fill me with awe…deep awe…of life…I just feel WOW!…there is magic everywhere…in everything…
That is the actual invitation for me…the big invitation…the perfect invitation…the invitation of life, to be alive…there is no waiting in that. how can I be waiting when I do not know what I am waiting for? Its not waiting its living…life unraveling as we go along…life is always inviting us to move with it…we are here in this body which is life…we already receive the biggest invitation of our lives the moment we are born…birth…as long as we move with life and don’t try to move it..as long as we listen to our body’s knowing the invitation is always there…life is there…we are here integrated in our bodies…we are not living elsewhere outside our bodies in another place like death…we are whole we are complete…we are our body…separated unique and different from everything around us…but moving together with everything else around us…
If we know and are able to listen…and probably being lucky with it…lucky enough to be able to do that, have it happen…maybe a lot of luck…which then allows us for a different possibility…a life as ourselves…a life full of possibilities…
Or…being part of life in a different way a life filled with life and death…having both self and not-self…or the other possibility a life of death…of not-self…and sometimes I wonder since there is no right or wrong…maybe life is about life and death having both…we are transitional after all…can we ever be perfect? Or is life about both? Life and death? Even if there are just a few moments in life, once a week, once a year…loving that which we are but at the same time loving that which we are not…no matter what there will probably be a few moments of death here and there…enjoying that too…enjoying it all…and well…all three are possible…
To me birth, life has been the most beautiful correct perfect invitation…