The roof just got higher…I have climbed way up higher…more aloof…more removed…more solitary…more internal…more myself…the kangaroo is more alive in me then ever…it feels refreshing…a big sigh leaves my body…finally…I now take in what is really me…in the correct place…I am now where I am suppose to be right here right now…now there are only tears of joy…relief…huge relief…and up here I shall remain…where I belong…I made it…surely not unscratched…nor un-wounded…but still here…I made it…no more trauma…I feel once again safe….optimistic…trust…in myself…in the world…I sit up here…just breathing…one deep breath after the other…healing…transforming…being….there are still wounds…put it doesn’t matter..I am now here where I belong and shall remain…I am..I am strong…